hey guys... bad news... we didnt get in for the fire prevention competition. i guess disappointment is a natural thing for now. i mean these cumulating loses are really hard to handle. a big devastating blow for all of us. dunno wad to write really. feeling down. efforts wasted [who dare contradict me i smack you srtaight on your ass]. you know tat kinda feeling were you've given all u got but its not enough. but i guess whad we gotta do now is let time bury the pain. stand up. continue walking. let's focus on soc [school openiong ceremony]. but for now let's take a moment of silence. reflect on our mistakes. deal with our incompetence. let the injuries heal before getting back on the road. i think aplology is not needed beacause we all did our best right? expaination is not neccessary because nobody will listen to pathetic attempts to redeem oneself from embarassment. so whad we gotta do now is jus protect our pride and carry on. somehow i still believe in "not giving up" after all this. no doubt resides in me. this is just one step that i stumbled on. i get up and continue climbing. but i need a moment to mend though. shit. shit. shit. i think trying to impress other people instead of doing it for yourself doesn't solve it. argh. dunno wad to write. not being sentimental am i? hmmm...
hey charmaine needs to go for the meeting on tuesday.
to all syf non-participants, please reherse the 001 as we are having a audition on friday. need replacement for joyce, ain, dawina and ramija so miss kymnyee is going to select the casts according to the audition. so please be ready by friday remember to wear you t-shirt. renee your shirt wit moi so tell me before time when your coming to get it. tmr got dance practise at 8 am.
take a bow
